I am so happy I decided to run today instead of yesterday. My body was much less angry today and my mind was full of emotional fire. All this equaled an awesome, fist-pumping, take-out-the-aggression kind of run. I let the time melt away and concentrated on trying to sort out my thoughts. This might make me sound crazier than I already am, but I think I was making some sort of breakthrough when I was punching the air with both fists at one point. Good thing no one was around to view this spectacle of human oddballedness.
7.5 miles was a nice way to start out my running week. I have been contemplating trying to nail down something more solid for the fall, but since the rest of my life is a little ambiguous at this point, I will just be maintaining mileage for awhile. All this negativity is making my running a rollercoaster ride. Some days it works to my advantage and I feel the need for a sweat release. Other days, I want to just say 'F it all!!!!' <----I realize this is not a healthy perspective and I am currently making a valiant effort to change it.
On Friday, I will find out the results of our Road Trip Challenge. We were super late to enter and there were teams with much more professionally edited videos than ours. BUT, I will never say never and regardless of the outcome, I had a blast dreaming.
And finally, I may not be feeling the love everywhere I go, but at least my garden loves me.
Today's haul:
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